Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
been home by myself for about three nights now. abt the number of nights that mum didn't come back.
silence seem to surround me and somehow i fell into this pattern of sleeping, sleeping and sleeping. maybe, i can sleep away this silence. maybe i will fall into a deep, eternal sleep. not that anyone will find out anyway right?
i need to get out of here, want to get out of here. but where do i go? to whom? i realized there is no place and no one for me to turn to. and the silence grows.
somehow tears started to fall. i hate family issues. they have haunted me forever, isn't it long and tiring enough? how do i call ppl up and say "hey i don't want to be alone now, can i borrow some of your time?" or "hey my mum is sleeping at the house of some guy she'd known for less than a month and no one's ever home anymore. can you lend me some sanity?"
doesn't make any sense. plus i just cannot seem to make myself do the assignment. at least, i can talk to myself here.
im trying to be strong. but i just cant help feeling more and more alone. mum even quit her job. bro is studying. what do we do?
