Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
it wasn't meant to blame anyone for leaving me. when i say i don't have friends, it was a reflection on what i gave up. so if there shld be blames, it will be mine solely.
to friends who are still with me: i didn't mean u guys k. i appreciate all that you went thru with me, juz being there for me. it's a rough time. esp to shiyi, yea it's always de same shit. but i appreciate that ur always there k. anyway u know i would do de same for u anytime, even if i dont agree with ur choices like u do with mine.
sometimes i juz dont know what to say or dont wish to say and i start to hide. i know i'm not always by de phone or com wheneva frens start looking for me like a fren shld be. but this is how i am.
to put simply, whateva is lost, i know i gave them up, so i'm not blaming anyone but me. whateva i still have, i appreciate. i might not say, but trust u guys will know.
i miss de old days and all the people i used to have so much fun with. i still remember and i always will. perhaps one day our paths will cross again. in the meantime, i will try to learn to be a betta friend.
