Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
my past 3 valentines day - quarrels, quarrels and more quarrels. slamming doors, shouting matches.. and of coz, tears, tears and more tears.
this yr as de tears silently fell, i felt this absolute exhaustion. as expected, there was no effort watsoeva made on his part. no flowers, no presents, no arrangements, not even a card n no apology. rather, as usual, fell asleep when i was trying to talk to him. as per normal, i talked.. and.. silence.
oh of coz he later told me he will make an effort next yr. but.. i think he said that last yr.. n de yr b4?
i still rem i once said that valentines day is de saddest day of de yr n he told me with him, he will make me de happiest girl.
FUCK. oops mind my language.
no matter what excuses i always found for him, in reality, HE TREATS ME LIKE SHIT. n i had enough.
frm nw, as hard as it is, i muz learn to live for myself. someday my aching heart will heal, maybe de emptiness will still be there, but i shall stop allowing this crap. i still cry n cry but i will learn.
