Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
juz came back frm supper... :( ok i know i'm fat n i ought to be shot for eating supper n i'm highly likely to die at de age of 40, an old n lonely SPINSTER. yea yea yea i know so dont rub it in.
met a fren n had some discussion abt funny ppl in de world, or rather our world. lol two disillusioned girls we are, trying to figure out why ppl cant juz behave normally or maybe we are juz abnormal.
we have guys asking girls to dinner n asking to girl to pay herself, guys asking girls to care for him n scolding her for it later, frenz who disappears over a few miserable ten dollars, ex classmates calling up to loan money etc... is this wat all this world is abt nw?
i profess to be a lost individual n i know i hate facing reality. but i do believe in being at least reasonable n have some pride urself n have respect for ur frenz... no?
i truely believe theres no more gd guys in this world... if there are, they muz be either dead gay or simply married. or are we juz unlucky? maybe its bad karma frm the prev life. when i found myself so impressed when male collegues actually opens de cab door for me, i realized i muz be very disillusioned.
i dont believe in love, so dont tell me u'll love me as i am, i dont have to change, u'll always be there for me, u do appreciate all that i do for you or simply u understand. coz that's a truckload of bullshit.
dont break a promise n den preach trust to me.
dont scold de shit out of me for caring den tell me u need me.
dont tell me you dont have nothing to say to me anymore den ask me why i no longer wait for your calls.
dont tell me sorry den do de same ten times over.
dont make me cry den wipe away my tears.
dont make me turn away den try to pull me back.
dont drop my hand den ask me why i no longer hold your arms.
dont say de most cruel words den tell me you din mean it.
dont hurt me den ask me why i no longer cry.
becoz it takes away that little bit of faith i have left and perhaps if u understood, maybe u'll know that things can never be simple again.
i dont need nothing anymore.. juz let me retain watever sanity i have left and have peace.
